体谅~

我们之间的话题少了，
是你变了还是我；
有时宁愿说变的人是我，
至少我会好过点。。
我们的争执多了，
有时真的情愿把它当作。。
是情侣之间有的打情骂悄；
这样或许能安慰。。
偶尔的唠叨，你说是对你的烦恼和负担，
有时甘愿把自己的不快。。
留在心底的最深处，
至少不开心的只有我一人。。
说多了。。就如你说的。。说多错也多了;
有时的一句话，
虽说是无心伤害，却总叫人在意。。
哎。。
静一静，想一想。。
到底爱就一定要体谅,才会爱得长久。。
我总这样对自己说！！

难忘周末

转眼周末又过了，又到了'' monday blue ''!! 哎。。闷闷闷！！
这几天累透了，人真的是矛盾呀，没得出去玩时直说闷；有得玩时又说累。。呼~~
星期六凌晨上了云顶，和姐姐还有一大般朋友。。在那小住了一天。这也是我有史以来去云顶最特别的一次~或许跟不同的人去有不同的乐趣吧。。还没出发前，出了一些小状况，但到最后还是迎韧而解了。当我知道他和她也有去时，心情怪怪的。。当时出发前还真的有想回家不去了，或许每个都双双对对的，只有我一个女的单身,当然也有很多个男子一起但我都认识几个而已..因为那天是姐姐的生日所以最终还是去了..
恩..在旅店是我们最疯狂的时候了,我也很尽兴当时的气氛..或许在别人眼里我们全都疯了,但我真的还蛮开心的!!嘻嘻..听姐说当时他还蛮紧张我时心理还蛮开心嘀哦...虽然全程我和他一句话都没说;就偶尔眼神不小心对上时,我也有\点\怪\怪的感觉..是我想太多了!!我也作了一件在别人眼里或许我是不对的但我真得很开心,因为至少我达到我的目的了..果然是最毒女人心,我不否认!! 嘻嘻..
这也是生平第一次误打误闯进了去赌场哦..虽然自己没下注,但是看他们玩时总替他们捏一把冷汗,最后大赢家却是uncle lim !倒霉死了..
在回家途中,被他们气爆了,直取笑我和某人作了一些事..最生气的是当事人竟不当一回事,宁愿让他们继续误会我们..呼~.~气死了..希望他明白我的用意就好了''
最近都没汽车代步,去工作都麻烦死了..还好老板愿意载我上下班..几时都说他是世界上最好的老板哦^^

WorKing mooD,,

''Eat snake''at office right now..^^
boring working life..
wat i appreciated the job most is that the boss n all the colleague here is really easy goin type n also friendly to me..
the boss-->really kindhearted..^^
yterday nite go sing k with my boss n colleagues..quite enjoy their singing..yeahh..
next time got new gang to hang out with..lolz..
anyway..hope tat we wil have more fun at the future working time..^^

Recall backed tat day ''matter'' stil feel not comfortable..
huh..wat i had done ahh,SHIT..!! hope tat i can forget it..
i was shocked whn find out that, huh..mayb is out of control..
i believes in '''fate''' by seeing things happened around me nowadays...
mayb someone wil treat it simply but for me i really believes it well..

Missing someone is really harder..but i keep telling myself whn someday there is no body worthy enough for me to thinking on thn that is truely the harderst time..so i appreciate the time i missing my dear ^^hope dear ur plan can realise for the coming future^^

~压力无穷。。

距离末期考试还有一天倒数。。我快闷死了呀。。

我这几天的生活几乎除了K书还是K书。。呼~

今天值得安慰的是，我八点就起床K书了。。

所以可以给自己借口休息一下上上网。。听听歌。。写写日记。。

昨晚的我睡不好，搞到我零晨四点才入睡！！

在睡前我听了一首歌，感触还蛮多的，以前也时常听这首歌并没什么特别的，

但昨晚的我不懂为何却进入歌意，结果我哭了。。T_T''

它让我想起了过逝的一位朋友。。

我脑海里一直出现他的身影，和他相处的那些日子突然变得好清晰。。

想起有他和我庆祝的生日；他送我的礼物；和他一起制造的惊喜；我喝醉时他送我回家的那一刻；还有好多好多。。我突然好想念他。。天啊。。我是怎的。。

也许；最近压力大了，总是让我想起许多不开心的事。。

心情总是复杂的。。

呼~~期待考完式的那天到来呀。。我不想再处在这状况了，我快被逼疯了。。

~祝我明天考试一切顺利吧。。

Nice sOng---The Rose

Juz finish enjoying this song..
A very nice songg..
Feel so relaxing whn hearing this song ING..^6^

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give,
And the soul afraid of dyin'
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose.

Moody saturday~.~''

Early in the morning made me moody ~.~'' i received a call from my dearly sister..
She breakup with her bf..i so wondered it wil happen so suddenly..
wat the bullshit excused he given..
my anger come across and i cant even consolve my sister..
I start blaming myself bcoz of me juz she wil meet up with that guy..huh..OMG!!
Once again she felt frustrated n dissapointed in her love affairs..
Sometime i even pray hard for her for happiness on her new love affairs..
why evertime i wil be the lucky one but not her..
i be willling to be the unlucky one coz i couldnt be hardhearted enough to c her so suffered everytime in her affection journey..
whn i recalled back what we had been together in our past..i cry hard..T_T''
i really hope that jie'' can alwayz stay happy..
i know u apart with us wil feel loneliness n even feel uncomfortable right now..what i can do for u is cheers u up whnever u need me..
i reali hope if i were thr so that i can be with u whnever u feel sad..
but what is that i cant do it coz my final exam around the corner..
i felt useless..huh..
wat was happened is final..hope that jie'' can take some time to forget this relationship..
nothg can be stronger than the love we given u..papa'' mama'' n me'' wil always support u n love u forever..

~Chat with my dear juz now..missing him alot..we speak of our future..although i m always high demand on u n even nvr think on ur feeling but cant deny that is wat i wan to be in my future..i really hope that u're the one realise my dream in the future..hope that we can keep this relationship alive everlasting..^^