~压力无穷。。

距离末期考试还有一天倒数。。我快闷死了呀。。

我这几天的生活几乎除了K书还是K书。。呼~

今天值得安慰的是，我八点就起床K书了。。

所以可以给自己借口休息一下上上网。。听听歌。。写写日记。。

昨晚的我睡不好，搞到我零晨四点才入睡！！

在睡前我听了一首歌，感触还蛮多的，以前也时常听这首歌并没什么特别的，

但昨晚的我不懂为何却进入歌意，结果我哭了。。T_T''

它让我想起了过逝的一位朋友。。

我脑海里一直出现他的身影，和他相处的那些日子突然变得好清晰。。

想起有他和我庆祝的生日；他送我的礼物；和他一起制造的惊喜；我喝醉时他送我回家的那一刻；还有好多好多。。我突然好想念他。。天啊。。我是怎的。。

也许；最近压力大了，总是让我想起许多不开心的事。。

心情总是复杂的。。

呼~~期待考完式的那天到来呀。。我不想再处在这状况了，我快被逼疯了。。

~祝我明天考试一切顺利吧。。

Nice sOng---The Rose

Juz finish enjoying this song..
A very nice songg..
Feel so relaxing whn hearing this song ING..^6^

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give,
And the soul afraid of dyin'
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose.

Moody saturday~.~''

Early in the morning made me moody ~.~'' i received a call from my dearly sister..
She breakup with her bf..i so wondered it wil happen so suddenly..
wat the bullshit excused he given..
my anger come across and i cant even consolve my sister..
I start blaming myself bcoz of me juz she wil meet up with that guy..huh..OMG!!
Once again she felt frustrated n dissapointed in her love affairs..
Sometime i even pray hard for her for happiness on her new love affairs..
why evertime i wil be the lucky one but not her..
i be willling to be the unlucky one coz i couldnt be hardhearted enough to c her so suffered everytime in her affection journey..
whn i recalled back what we had been together in our past..i cry hard..T_T''
i really hope that jie'' can alwayz stay happy..
i know u apart with us wil feel loneliness n even feel uncomfortable right now..what i can do for u is cheers u up whnever u need me..
i reali hope if i were thr so that i can be with u whnever u feel sad..
but what is that i cant do it coz my final exam around the corner..
i felt useless..huh..
wat was happened is final..hope that jie'' can take some time to forget this relationship..
nothg can be stronger than the love we given u..papa'' mama'' n me'' wil always support u n love u forever..

~Chat with my dear juz now..missing him alot..we speak of our future..although i m always high demand on u n even nvr think on ur feeling but cant deny that is wat i wan to be in my future..i really hope that u're the one realise my dream in the future..hope that we can keep this relationship alive everlasting..^^